Disappointment

Why is that the people who are closest to you are the biggest disapppointments? I always wondered this sometimes with some I find my answer to this question, but others I have no idea.

Escape

I used to escape from problems by avoiding them, pretending that they were not there, but inevitably I could not run forever. They always seem to catch up with me. I found myself no longer running when I no longer had a place to hide; it seemed like I had faced all of my fears at once. Even though I'm speaking of a time when I was still a child at that moment I was not presented with the opportunity to run back to a haven of comfort. I had to find a way to deal with all the things I feared most.